I wish to be an ever evolving ocean, full of life and mystery Being pushed and pulled by an underlying current To be where there is a force that draws me in because the beauty in it’s strength is irresistible Drowning, drenching, filling, cleansing anything willing to risk a step towards

I desire to approach life and love with hopeful anticipation that there is purpose pulsing through them, whether recognized or not

On good days I long to tap into it, move with it, push through it and bring it out further

On bad days I hope to remember the ways it carried me To gain strength through an experiencial faith carrying with it the tears and thrills, blood and questions, desires unmet, and the fears extinguished

I am not changing I am becoming Adding to the sum of who I already am